In times like this, i feel lost. I'm not depressed or sad, but i am thinking too much about my life, i'm 22 years old, and now the only thing that i have to call mine is knowledge, and even that knowledge isn't much. I have dreams, but now my path to this dreams is not clear anymore, people will say "Oh, is just a bad day" or "Chase your dreams, stop being lazy", but even when i am studying and literally given my life to this i do not see any progress. Sometimes i think that i am only one more number in the crowd of people who will dont achieve their dreams. And my "dream" is not about luxury, not being the richest in the world, nor the strongest, the fastest, or even the smartest, my dream is to live a life that in the future i could look to my past and say "Yes, i lived a really good life", "I made a difference, i saved people", "I married","I live in a good place without being worrying about money". I dont know sometimes that loneliness of being the only one thinking about everything hits really hard, I need to hold on a little longer, maybe i will achieve that goal, i dont know what is this but even in the bad times theres something or someone that dont let me go to the bottom, and i think that i know who they are, my family, my gf, my friends, myself, i have to try, even if I don't know what to do or which path to follow, i have to try many times as possible, for them.
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